My blood sugar has been acting wacky all week. I'm surprised I wasn't rushed to the E.R. this morning after I had another diabetic episode while taking a shower. I just went into sudden and severe disorientation and was shaking violent. But because the showers are like "stall" showers, where you have no where to sit, I couldn't sit down like I usually do when this happens. I can't just run out of the shower naked and beg for somebody to help me either. I just kept saying "oh my god" over and over because I was trying to fight the disorientation. Oddly enough I felt like I wanted to suddenly empty all my bowels. That's something that's never happened before. So right now I suppose I'm lucky that I didn't pass out. This is easily the second worst of all diabetic episodes I've ever had, and one of the closest that's ever got me to pass out. If I ever end up in the hospital my life will be ruined.

This whole event ruined my week. I didn't feel like going to class at all, and I don't even know if I'll be able to go home this weekend. Now I just don't feel like doing anything school-related.